fcuk.
speechless.numbed by u.i don uds u anymore.frenz?bestest?closest?nah.all r jus superficial.u.too sensitive.bloody angry.i find it veri hard to communicate.blah everything out.its too heavy.yup.tired.let mi off.its cold n scary.
everyone comforted mi except u.overheard wad yc said to u.hais.i don wanna built tt friendship wif u le.coz it will be super hard 4 the two of us to be frenz.ive tried to b there 4 u as a frenz when u nid one.cheer u up.built our friendship.uds u.yupp.ive succeeded a little bit uds-ing u n eur world.but hav u uds mine?nah.a simple tap or wad its enough to make mi stop crying ytd.but.hais.u stood there.u rather comfort mama den coming over to mi.izzit tat difficult 4 u?yupp.maybe im jus a small n unimportant frenz in eur world.i gave up.totally given up.
nid u at tat time.realli.
thanks 4 all the msges all u guys gave.jus leave mi alone 4 the next few days.i'll be ok.from now i shall jus train wif mi mouth shut tight n expression-less.things would be better tat way?hope so.cos i jus wan to find the passion n love 4 the game.u guys ruins it.or maybe i let it ruin by myself?
din go kx todae.i jus wan be alone.yupp.i don wan to go dere having a weird atmosphere.mother ask mi y i din go.i jus said i don wan go n tears jus flow out.stupid mi.e scar is deepen tis time.