i've lost two friends,one i've said before i don wish to lose and the other i donknow if we're still friends.
you said dont avoid but i guess now i'll.i've said i want us to be still friends,but i guess not now anymore.like wht ahliam told me,it's gd that ure gone now.and he reprimanded me that now ure gone im regretting.its bloody weird without you.but still,like wht ahliam told me again,its gd for you that ure gone.i guess in eur heart im a bloody bad person.and you'll nvr knw exactly how i really feels.nvr.all the best to you&that banana that my sis called her as.im still very upset.very.
i think i shall forgive and forget.perhaps it was wrong for me to shout at u over the phone this morning,but im really v frustrated enough.its not that i donwan to share my probs except onli says its family probs.cos im not one hu will say out my probs.(except to my love,mama.)lets just do our project properly.im sorry for MIA-ING.sorry.

im so bloody vexed and upset.rumours,backstabing blah blah blah.jus shout the fuck up if u dunno wad's happening and accuse me for backstabbing.
and thanks for not believing me.like ive said,i don mind others not believing me.but not you.even you don believe me.and when MG msged u immed asked wad i told her.wth?and when i told u i donhav her number den u realised u shldnt have blame me.hais.thou now everything's fine,but still,i sense everything is still so wrong.
and f those rumours la.

now studies.can i jus run away?i know i cant but how m i gna face it on monday?

my love,mama.bring me out of all these shit will you?i know you wont get to read my blog cos eur com is down,but,hais.everything is so so shitty now!