i dunno wad else to do anymore.
i guess u noe all this im gg to write is for you.

after all that had happen n you've done,it is wrong for me to join?
wadever words come out from my mouth to you i meant them and im not saying for fun.
yes i'll be there and i dunno wad things u heard and i tink i noe wad u heard.
one moment im talking happily to you yet next moment im talking bout you
im like tis cos i am bringing myself to hate u but i become softhearted again.
i noe it sounds damn contradicting cos i myself olso dunno wad the hell im doing too.
i keep saying to you tt im glad you're happy but actually i wanted to say "im upset that you're not happy".
i donwan to let u noe tt i noe how u feel.
i noe u might always say i don uds i cant feel how you're feeling.
but i fucking absolutely noe and uds but jus tt i don show out to u?
yeah i noe u may think tt im talking rubbish over here n don make sense.
afterall all tt ive done i totally have my own reasons and its definitely good reasons.
i tried my best to avoid having any contacts w u cos i donwish to get entangled by shits again.
the hurts u gave are enough.
totally enough for mi to go n die alr.
but still,deep down inside my heart im still caring n worrying bout u thou i always tell others not to link mi w u anymore or disturb mi bout u.
i wrote all tis are not trying to quarrel but i wan let u noe how u feel instead of u urself assuming n guess?
yeah i tink from now on i'll say out wadever i feel bout u or wadever unhappiness ive bout u.
cos i donwan misudsing to occur again between us cos they hurt. ):
im not tt difficult to uds or please.
cos small thing u do or little words u say its enough to make mi smile even thou im unhappy.
like ive said,im still that big fat hippo u have noe in the past.
(:
i'll prove to you that not ALL promises are meant to be broken.