its jus so weird how do ppl recover from their fall.why do we humans need to experience pains,hurts,disappointment and falls?are all these so called "part of growing up"?sheesh.i guess so.
what are friends?why do friends come and go?who will stay by your side thru thick and thin?i guess not many.
why is it we need to study?is education that important in social circle and in the world out there?yes learning and sometimes studying are fun,but well,not all the time.

why am i feeling so shitty over here?can anyone out there tell me?
everyday is so shitty.
i feel as thou my feelings,my emotions,my body,my mind and everything had just fall from a 100th storey building.maybe not 100,but 200,3oo,400.... etc.

thinking back,so many many things happened.
be it good or bad,i still got over them.
like what i've told jacq,im glad i've gotten over 13.
cos memories of 13 had been haunting me like a ghost,eating me up inside.
but now,yeah,we're friends. (:
i'll always rmb 1308. (:
cos you are the best i've ever got. (:

now ppl,how do i get over her and her?
one of my wish for my birthday tis year was for her to forgive me and not to treat me like nothing.
but i sense it's not gonna come true.
yeah weerong,blame it on yourself. (:
as for the other her,i still have no bloody idea why why why why?
like i've said alot of times,things were going fine but who knowa in a blink of eye,everything changed disasterously.
why?
yes i should move on and i want to.
but why memories and pictures also came flooding my mind?
nvm forget it la weerong u tis faggot.
what for?
and still,thanks ya? (:

i miss the old good days with ami and fiza.
like wad happen again eh?
clap and cheer for me everyone.
but still,its so hurting knowing and seeing your good frens moving on without you and had replaced you with another.
so what for stay?
move on too.
cos there are other frens too.
but u noe how fucking upset it is to do that?
chill wr.
(:

i guess i'll stop here.
cos tears are alr in my eyes.
bye.