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//Saturday, October 04, 2008 Saturday, October 04, 2008

i feel like ranting in this empty space.
but idk why my mind just went blank when i want to start typing.
things are just not going the way i want it to be.
everything seems to be my freaking fault.
be it on court off court friends family etc.
nothing's going right.
and i wonder,who care & bother to come and read and concern abt me?
no one i guess?
that batch of friends no longer cares anymore.
and it had been disappointments again & again
i kept my mouth shut and din bother to ask and go out becos if ever you all will bother & care,
i wouldnt have felt this lousy at this moment.
had only bestie and i always rely on bestie only cos im not that kind who'll go maintain my friendships with everyone on a best way.
becos i myself aint that sociable as all of you will think abt me.
there's so much more you guys havent realise.
im no longer that small little bitch.
i've grown up and my thinkings character care&concern for others aint the same anymore.
but who'll bother to come and find out and know more?
i admit i prefer being alone and i personally feel that independence is the key cos no one is reliable.
not saying i dont trust my friends,but it's something that i've learnt from my mum.
when was the last time i open up myself to someone,or lets say to bestie?
maybe half a year ago?ha.
i laugh my everyday's whole day away cos i believe 只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了。
i know this may sounds silly & absurd & naive to some becos if ever a smile can solve problems, there wouldnt be sorrows in this world.
but i hold this sentence in my heart cos at least it makes me feel better?
that man in my life always ask me to do this "WR eat the humble pie and win others over. you're strong enough to face all these"
but can i ask "why me? why always me?"
sigh.
i cant ask that cos i believe im stronger than that.
but right now i cant believe im being so weak ranting all these stuffs here.
sigh.