i was right to not hand my heart to you again.
becos i knew one day things will get bored and i'll be left there again.
pretty much my fault too.
i'm sorry yip.

this week wasn't a pleasant one.
cried like a fucking whore ytd.
yay blame on me.
but i wont apologise becos i dont see a need to becos i did not hurl vulgarities at you.
and i'm still being friendly and nice and not attitude-ing you or outcasting you.

and i din get to club tonight.sigh
but its a good thing as i wont waste my money to drink my sorrows away.
sad thing is i cant party and have fun as i've got trng tmr):
i dont see why do i have to give up so much for the team when i dont feel happy playing there at all and no one need me as i'm the most fierce tigress in the team.
yeah yeah blame it on ME again.


fucking sweet video found in youtube.it's suppose to be a happy song but it's eating my heart into pieces.